urgh!

Gosh...my memory is truely failing me! Went to my blogspot and couldn't seem to find a button to click to post a new blog...when i finally found it, i forgot both my username and password! That was frustrating!! Eugene asked me...have i updated my blog? Was not very keen on posting a blog, but somehow felt compelled to keep it updated for awhile..
Have been feeling homesick for singapore on and off...there are down moments and there are up ones, but i tend to remember the down ones more vividly...sigh. Its not easy being here in Sydney, my mum told me to enjoy the place cos she thinks that Sydney is a very beautiful place to be in. I will, and actually i have, but i still find it hard to call it home! Home to me is still high rise flats, crowded shopping centres, fume infested eating places, oily and unhealthy food, humid weather...yup that is still very much home.
Went to eugene's colleague's new home yesterday, it was HUGE...a really nice house with 4 cute dogs and 2 adorable children and all...started day dreaming about us having the opportunity to own such a life! But somehow couldn't fit this dream in the context of singapore...so i guess its either or....the possibility of a nice HUGE house AND dogs or a 4/5 room flat in singapore? What a choice!
Enuff blabbering for now...its so amazing how easy it is to end a blog...and how hard and awkward it is to end a conversation!